Death Third Year
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17 Years Old
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Played by: Glass
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Post by Benjamin Olbrecht on Aug 30, 2019 22:54:46 GMT -6
i'll stay awake 'cause the darks not taking prisoners tonight
It was late. Later than he likely should have been out, but, he was never one to worry too much about that. Rare was it that people missed him or, if they did, question where he was. Benjamin was an enigma to most people. A cryptid where an actual human may have been placed once, very long ago. He had long since accepted the fading of his mortal coil and installed a new, darker one in its place. It had been like that ever since he arrived at this school and, of course, he doubted it would change.Which was why it was always easier to avoid extra circulars and clubs. As the sun began to set on the horizon (was it 6 or 7? He had no sense of time at this point) he found himself watching it from the safety of the smoking pit atop the roof. Benjamin sat cross-legged on the cold concrete floor, a guitar he had claimed a year ago in an honest statement that he was going to join some sort of band or music club falling through halfway through his participation as anxiety made itself known in the pits of his stomach. He strummed its chords, making an idle tune to go with the atmospheric sunset.He reached into the pockets of his jeans with a free hand, the case of breath mints opening up to reveal, well, the exact opposite of breath mints. The neatly rolled up joints were organized like pieces of candy, neat and careful in their packaging to ensure no space was wasted. He paused in the strum of his guitar to reach up and pull his mask slightly to the side, revealing just enough of his lip so that the joint fit snugly against it.A pause as he felt around his other pockets. A curse low on his tongue as he remembered that he left his lighter in his school uniform's pocket. He should have checked before he changed. That sucked.Footsteps echoed. A shadow soon hovered, drawing his attention away from his predicament and towards the new stranger hovering over him. Through the disheveled holes of his mask, his blue eyes sparkled with dull curiosity as he eyed the new arrival.Benjamin held out the case of 'mints' with a tilt of his head."Trade you one for a light." He offered in his usual soft, mumbling tone of voice, a bare whisper against the wind that gusted behind him. If he wasn't going to be alone, then, he might as well share some weed with others. Getting high alone wasn't all that fun, anyways. It only helped with headaches.
« tag: OPEN // notes: He has an altoids container filled with joints tbh »
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War Fourth Year
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17 Years Old
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Bisexual
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Played by: Tsunami
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Post by Cyril Deauxcaine on Sept 2, 2019 17:15:04 GMT -6
[attr="class","cyr"] I've never so adored you. I'm twisting allegories now. I want to complicate you. Don't let me do this to myself. I've got to have you closer. Fixation or psychosis? Devoted to neurosis now. I never really thought that you'd come tonight. You never could control me. | |
After school was always the time that he liked to lurk around. the darker it was outside, the better. No one really ever asked him questions, even though he stuck out quite often due to those fiery red locks of his. Today, he made his way up to the smoker's pit, which was often a place to find him. While he didn't smoke very often, it was one of his guilty pleasures. After all, he regularly destroyed the outside of his body, why not destroy the inside too? The potential harbinger of war made his way out onto the roof and looked around a bit before sticking a rock in between the door and the fram to the entrance of the stairwell. He didn't want to get locked up there. Once he was sure that it was secure enough, he made his way over to the pit, not really paying attention as he dug in his pockets to pull out a small cigarette case. The case itself was attached to a lighter, all built into a single wooden case. It was really one of the coolest items he had ever gotten from a random flea market. Of course, he originally only used it to burn himself with the cigarettes instead of actually smoking them, but he had changed that as of late. Cyril stopped short of the pit as the voice hit his ears. He really hadn't been expected anyone to be there, let alone someone trying to pawn off drugs. His head tilted to the side a bit and shrugged, taking one as he clicked his lighter on, leaning over to light the one that the other person had. "Well this is certainly better than cigarettes." There was a short pause as he lit his own and smoke it, coughing a little after the first puff, as it had been awhile. "Thanks."[GoogleFont=Acme] [newclass=.cyr]filter: grayscale(80%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(80%);-moz-filter: grayscale(80%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr:hover]filter: grayscale(0%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);-moz-filter: grayscale(0%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr b]color: #a14754; font-family:'Acme';[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr i]color: #a51212;[/newclass]
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Death Third Year
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17 Years Old
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Male
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Bisexual
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Chaos
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Played by: Glass
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Post by Benjamin Olbrecht on Sept 3, 2019 11:18:16 GMT -6
i'll stay awake 'cause the darks not taking prisoners tonight
The trade was smooth as Benjamin answered the thanks with a barely audible 'yeah' and inhaled his lit joint, relishing in the flavor of the weed filling his lungs. His drag lasted for what felt like an eternity, practice making perfect as held the sweet smoke in his lungs for a few moments before exhaling. It filtered out of his mouth like a dragon, dancing into the air and dissipating shortly after. Some of the smoke crept through his mask's eyeholes, the image almost demonic in its presentation as he listened to the other student light his own joint and cough through a drag. Behind his mask, he smirked a little despite himself.
He was happy the guy had a light. The physical movements of something on fire signaled that, yeah, this probably wasn't a hallucination. Probably. "All cigarettes do is rot your insides and turn your lungs brown," Benjamin hummed, flicking some of the ash of his joint down onto the roof, "It's ugly. Lungs are prettier...when they're pink, in my opinion."A pause in his words as he took another long drag of his joint, "Have you ever seen lungs outside of a body?"
He faced the other this time, the slight half of his face revealed behind his mask glistening with a light layer of sweat from being underneath the prosthetic for so long. His blue eye shone, wide and curious for a long moment before he seemed to realize the way he was looking. Without another word, he grabbed his mask and returned it to its proper position over his face, exhaling more smoke, letting it sink from the nose and eye holes once again.
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War Fourth Year
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17 Years Old
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Bisexual
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Chaos
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Played by: Tsunami
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Post by Cyril Deauxcaine on Sept 6, 2019 14:51:41 GMT -6
[attr="class","cyr"] I've never so adored you. I'm twisting allegories now. I want to complicate you. Don't let me do this to myself. I've got to have you closer. Fixation or psychosis? Devoted to neurosis now. I never really thought that you'd come tonight. You never could control me. | |
Cyril had just nodded at the comment about the cigarettes. It wasn't like he had never heard it before, but one of the voices had gotten him to start smoking, so that's what he did. He didn't really consider the long term consequences of most of his actions, as he was pretty sure that he wasn't going to live that long. Eventually, he imagined that one of the voices would just order him right off of a building. Maybe even this building. "Hmm? Pink?" Right, lungs. The other person was talking about lungs. "No. Just... Intestines." His own intestines. They were really... Squishy. Like sausages almost, but more... Slick. He shook his head, his free hand moving to unconsciously cover his stomach. He really never wanted to feel that sort of thing again so long as he did remain among the living. "You like biology then?" He asked, turning his attention back to the strange masked boy. Something about that was almost off-putting, but not enough to make him uneasy. If anyone had anyone to be scared of, well, it was probably the other way around. The red-haired male moved to sit on a nearby bench, not near enough to be within the other's personal space, but still close enough to have a conversation, should they actually continue talking. 'What's with that mask anyways? What's he hiding? You should make a mask to wear.' Time to ignore that. He wasn't going to be rude. It wasn't like it was his business. 'Why not? You want to know. We want to know. Ask him.' Time for another puff, maybe quite some of those inner demons of his. "I don't think I have seen you around. Have you been here long?"'What a boring question. Boring. Boring. You don't like it when we're bored.'[GoogleFont=Acme] [newclass=.cyr]filter: grayscale(80%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(80%);-moz-filter: grayscale(80%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr:hover]filter: grayscale(0%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);-moz-filter: grayscale(0%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr b]color: #a14754; font-family:'Acme';[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr i]color: #a51212;[/newclass]
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Death Third Year
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17 Years Old
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Male
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Bisexual
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Chaos
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Played by: Glass
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Post by Benjamin Olbrecht on Sept 7, 2019 16:56:43 GMT -6
i'll stay awake 'cause the darks not taking prisoners tonight
Benjamin studied the other student's movements carefully as his words left his lips. His eyes followed from behind his mask, his gaze doll-like as he let the orbs move from the other's face towards his hands as they rested on his stomach, his body carefully adjusting to the question. He was tense about it. Was it his own organs he saw, Benji wondered? That was an unfortunate circumstance if it was true, that was for certain. A question of biology. It took him a long time to reply, probably too long. He inhaled another drag of his joint, pushing his mask to the side slightly and then returning it as he exhaled.
"I like bodies...not so much biology." He answered the question as best he could, the truth of his obsession not an easy thing to get into while he was getting high, "Organs...bones...its all pretty cool."
"I don't think I have seen you around. Have you been here long?"
He wanted to laugh at the question, so warm and awkward in the other's throat. Small talk on the roof as the both of them pretend they're not breaking rules and watching one another do it. Looking down at the guitar he had, he strummed another couple of notes awkwardly before shrugging his shoulders in response to the question, strands of blue hair falling against the edges of his mask.
"Been here since I was a first year...I'm a third now...So, I guess? Time is a meaningless passage, it doesn't matter too much, I think." He tilted his head back towards the other, "I'm always around, you just can't see me."
That probably came out far, far more eerie than he meant it to, especially with the wide eyed stare at the other he offered, but, it was kind of true. He looked away with a sigh, going back to his guitar and joint for a moment, the notes of an unknown song flowing off of the object for a moment before he put it back down, "Coming up here in the mornings is nicer. I like to watch the sun rise."
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War Fourth Year
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17 Years Old
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Bisexual
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Chaos
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Played by: Tsunami
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Post by Cyril Deauxcaine on Sept 12, 2019 10:02:23 GMT -6
[attr="class","cyr"] I've never so adored you. I'm twisting allegories now. I want to complicate you. Don't let me do this to myself. I've got to have you closer. Fixation or psychosis? Devoted to neurosis now. I never really thought that you'd come tonight. You never could control me. | |
Cyril felt a bit bad about not really knowing the kid. 'It's not like he's hard to miss. Being a freak. A freak. Like you. You're a freak. Should you show him?' He shook his head a bit and looked over towards the other student, taking his appearance in a bit more than he had before. He hadn't wanted to be rude before, but perhaps it wasn't all that rude, given the words that came from him about time being meaningless. Perhaps he felt the same about appearances. "Well, it is a big school I suppose." And with the year gap, it wasn't really like they would have been in the same section until this year anyways. 'Why worry about such pointless prattle?' His own mind was against him today. He was just trying to be polite after all. Wasn't that the point of things? He took another drag off of the joint, but it really wasn't working to shut the stupid voices up. So instead, he just handed it back to the other male, who would now have two of them to smoke. Perhaps he should have just kept it. 'Maybe you should put it through his stupid eye hole. Burn those pretty eyes right out.'Nonsense. He couldn't do the things that were so suggested. Not to anyone but himself. Though he had a thought to put it out on his skin, but that might be a bad thing to do as well. "Sunrise. Those are nice, though I prefer the setting." Was it because of the thought of impending darkness swallowing up the school grounds? Or perhaps just how lonely it felt when everyone retreated to their dorms for the evening. Regardless, the quiet of the night was far more enjoyable to him than the business of the day. 'Such a poet.'"Do you like it here?"'More small talk? Rude. You should just cut your tongue right out of your pretty little head since you obviously can't use it.'A small, polite smile came onto his face, though it wouldn't take a genius to realize that it was obviously fake. It really did look like the red-headed male was hiding something. Which of course, he was. The stupid awful voices. If only people knew half of the things that were said about them or what should be done about them, perhaps they would run away screaming, though, this kid did not seem like he would be the kind to really mind or care. 'I bet he'd care if we threw him off of the roof. Right over there, right over the edge. SPLAT!' Perhaps he should have left. Perhaps he should have found a reason or an excuse to leave before something bad would happen. But that wasn't really living his life either, was it? "What happened to your face? Or is it that you just prefer a mask?" Now that was rude of him, wasn't it? His mother wouldn't be proud. [GoogleFont=Acme] [newclass=.cyr]filter: grayscale(80%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(80%);-moz-filter: grayscale(80%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr:hover]filter: grayscale(0%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);-moz-filter: grayscale(0%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr b]color: #a14754; font-family:'Acme';[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr i]color: #a51212;[/newclass]
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Death Third Year
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17 Years Old
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Male
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Bisexual
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Chaos
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Played by: Glass
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Post by Benjamin Olbrecht on Sept 12, 2019 14:29:25 GMT -6
i'll stay awake 'cause the darks not taking prisoners tonight
As the other talked, Benji observed. That fake smile that they seemed to give after words of unimportance (small talk between strangers was rarely important in the long run, it's always what was said between the lines of each conversation that truly mattered) only served as a measurement of just where they were in the discussion. Of just how the other felt in the long run of the words exchanged. The answer was...not the best. Benjamin could feel it in his bones. The ungodly sense that something was bothering the other. Something deep and bubbling under the surface of his skin as the two shared drags of weed before he somehow ended up with two joints as they were given back to him. Benjamin let the second go out before opening up his mints case and placing it back into its hold for later use.
"Sunsets...are often seen as the death of a day." He observed casually, "In Egyptian mythos it's said that the sun was the god Ra...and...when it set it had to go through several trials and tasks and monsters before it could rise again...if it ever failed it would have...been dark forever."
He inhaled the last of his joint, taking the final amount of weed into his lungs in a fell puff before putting out the butt on the tip of his shoe. He could feel the burn of the ash through the cover of the sneakers, but, he didn't much care. "Here is better than where I was before."
It wasn't the whole truth, but, it was enough. It wasn't interesting to talk about, he decided.
"What happened to your face? Or is it that you just prefer a mask?"
The question wasn't unexpected. Ever since he had been required to wear it, people had asked about it. Worse people had tried to reach out and pull it from him, exposing his flesh to their scrutiny in a way that made him shiver at the memory. He picked up his guitar and strummed it, the cables humming to his touch as he began to play a small melody. It hummed easily through the air. Benjamin said nothing else as he strummed it. Several chords passed until he finally spoke.
"Everyone wears masks, don't you think? Things we don't tell people...things that scare us...things that make us want to kill someone or think about hurting others...There's a lot of masks on people." His guitar stopped, the air filling with a distilled silence as he faced the other again, brushing some of his blue hair behind his ear. His piercings glittered in the dying light.
"What about you? Do you prefer masks?"
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War Fourth Year
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17 Years Old
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Male
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Bisexual
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Chaos
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Played by: Tsunami
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Post by Cyril Deauxcaine on Sept 12, 2019 20:22:26 GMT -6
[attr="class","cyr"] I've never so adored you. I'm twisting allegories now. I want to complicate you. Don't let me do this to myself. I've got to have you closer. Fixation or psychosis? Devoted to neurosis now. I never really thought that you'd come tonight. You never could control me. | |
It wasn't like he minded that the topic was shifted and the other just started playing his music. Perhaps it was uncomfortable to talk about. After all, it wasn't like he didn't hide all of his own deep scars and troubled past from... Well, everyone. It wasn't like Cyril was really all that close to anyone, despite all of his years here. The voices had always made sure of that. "I believe that masks are an integral part of everyone's lives." More boring answers. He could feel the voices within him stirring. He knew hallucinations were probably not far off as they debated what the other looked like under there. If he was grotesque, or maybe even maggots just ate away at his rotting flesh and- Cyril shook his head and stood, walking over to the edge of the rooftop. At least now they all focused on him jumping off of the roof rather than whether or not there were bits of teeth through missing cheeks. "It's better to know who people really are than who they want us to think they are." Says him. The master of hiding behind sanity. Behind masks. No one knew about the voices, and he was quite good at hiding his own world which slowly went down in flames. "Where did you learn how to play? Self-taught? Or someone else?" He continued to stand on the ledge, just staring below, watching what remained of the student body going about the rest of their evening. Did any of them even notice him standing up here? Probably not. He was just as invisible as the other student. And maybe that was the whole point. [GoogleFont=Acme] [newclass=.cyr]filter: grayscale(80%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(80%);-moz-filter: grayscale(80%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr:hover]filter: grayscale(0%);-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);-moz-filter: grayscale(0%);transition: 1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr b]color: #a14754; font-family:'Acme';[/newclass] [newclass=.cyr i]color: #a51212;[/newclass]
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